..randomness..

Wowza. I am good at this whole "blog updating" scenario. Nope. I'm not. Oh well. I tried to come up with a creative idea, but alas, I am not creative, therefore I just have a bunch of random thoughts in my head to share:

- Impact Training. Those two words send dread into my little heart. I'm not sure how to explain it other than to say it's training to better your life (and yourself). That doesn't sound so bad right? Who DOESN'T want to be a better person? And be more confident and successful. THAT part I am a okay with. However, to build a good foundation, apparently they first have to break you down to nothing. That is the part I am a little more scared for. I'm a cryer. I don't think that's shocking or even news to anyone who may be reading this (hi Chels!). I pretend I have my act together, but more often than not, I have no idea what I am doing. Soooo... a bunch of people in hooded cloaks (not really, I might be being dramatic) telling me how insecure I am and telling me everything that is wrong with me? Not sure I can handle that. Or wait... do I currently have someone in my life like that? Umm.... I might live with him (cloak and all).

Truth be told, I am excited to see what comes out of this for me. Just a little nervous for the journey.

- Roommate wanted. Not for me. To take my place. These last four/five months, I have been the happiest that I have been in a long time. More on that later. But they have also been the most frustrating. Why am I so retarded? My lease was to be up in October. I should have taken the signs from the last FOUR YEARS and moved out. But no, I let a few nice words sway me into staying at the current house and now I am going to be miserable for another year because SOMEONE chooses to take out his life frustrations on other people. That's all I'm gonna say. So if anyone knows of anyone that needs a place to live. Cute house in Woods Cross. Let me know. You will be saving my life.

- Portland/Seattle Trip. How excited am I for Thanksgiving this year? Yup. This will officially be my first MAJOR holiday away from the family. I shall miss them. We are going to Portland to stay with Jessica's daddy for Thanksgiving and we are also going to Seattle (my favorite place EVER!) Road trips are pretty much the best thing ever, and I cannot wait to get out of this stupid place.

- Loving Life. I can honestly say that I have not been this happy in a long time. I have grown a lot over the last 5 or 6 months. I have AMAZING friends. I haven't had very stable friendships in the last few years. People are confusing. But this summer, I learned so much about myself and what I want out of the people in my life. Some people don't understand the friendships I have made, but all that matters is that I love the people in my life right now and I know that I can handle the dramalama that goes on in the background as long as I have good people in the foreground.